Confessions of an Independent Woman

~”Being a woman has never been easy, nor tougher than now” – Me~

“This is not a feminist rant that demands unreasonable equality, nor a condemnation of men. It is merely a reflection of  what it feels like to be a woman in today’s India.”

We belong to a remarkable generation – one where definitions are changing, stereotypes being broken, glass ceilings shattering, new gender roles emerging, and gender equality is finally being accepted – it’s a transitional time for women empowerment, but being a woman has never been tougher. And here’s why.

Times are a-changing

In the 1900s, women had a predefined role in society – they were expected to be homemakers, and providing food and comfort to their families were their primary goals in life. To be a good daughter, wife, and mother was what made them happy. In a twisted way, our mothers had it easier than us – they knew what role they had to play and so did the world.

12516262_10153519816378785_1259655361_nTimes changed. We strove to dissolve a long-standing dichotomy. Women became more independent, received quality education, took up jobs, started companies, and today, are led to believe that they are equal to men. But somewhere down the line, an inconsistency crept in. There are those of us who have lived alone, studied abroad, and have grown up to be independent, modern women. As a direct result, we have greater expectations from men, from our careers, and from life in general. And then there are those who have been raised to conform to the ideals of being a woman – mild, passive, and wifely – the way one half of society expects them to behave.

Sure enough, there are men who truly understand and encourage women in all ways and are even okay with women earning more than them. But there are also many, who still expect them to be like their mothers – family oriented, docile, and somewhat submissive. As also there are many women who are happy/okay with being so.

And unless all the former kind of women can be paired with the former kind of men, the world remains a tough place to get by.

We all tell ourselves that gender equality has finally arrived.

But has it?

Sure, we have our high-flying jobs and are no longer financially dependent on men. Sure, we are creating ripples in all possible fields. But are we truly equal? Not yet.

Whether working or not, most women are still expected to maintain homes, be primary caretakers of kids, and cooking is, by and large, still considered a woman’s domain. Moreover, women are still expected to switch cities and jobs to accommodate their families, or even quit, at times. Most men still want women who earn less than them and there are many known cases where a man has refused to marry a girl more qualified than him. The glass ceiling may have been shattered but women at the top are still but few. And why so?

Here’s the simple answerAs we women took more on our plates in our bid for equality, we forgot to unload a bit off it and are now left with a daunting role to play – be the successful ambitious career woman while still maintaining a house and raising kids. If we can’t do both, the world essentially considers us to be failures.

“Because I am a woman, I must make unusual efforts to succeed. If I fail, no one will say, “She doesn’t have what it takes.” They will say, “Women don’t have what it takes.”
– Clare Boothe Luce

The problem with our generation is not that we didn’t change fast enough. But that some of us changed while others didn’t. Numerous friends of mine who are highly educated have given in to familial pressure to marry early – and are now doing exactly what our mothers did. Many are working, sure – but not on their own terms – they still have to cook and clean and look after the kids, all after a hard day at work.

And who is to blame?

I don’t blame men – they weren’t taught any better when they were younger. Most of them grew up in houses where the mother cooked and the father earned. They obviously still expect their wives to do the same – while they may be okay with a wife who works full-time, they are not yet okay with equal sharing of household chores – they simply never saw that coming. Sure, many of them are understanding and supportive, and I truly respect them for being so.

Neither do I blame our parents in particular – they didn’t know any better. The times were different, it was all very new for them and many of them have done a great job bringing up their daughters to be independent. Thirty years ago, they didn’t know how much pressure a full-time job can entail for a woman and they did the best they could to prepare us for it.

It’s no-one’s, and yet everyone’s fault – the entire society’s, if I may say so. While the definition of a ‘woman‘ underwent immense transformation and women were taught to be more independent, we, as a society, forgot to teach our men to be less dependent (on women – in terms of cooking, household chores, kids).

IMG_20160322_222132The result? Today’s women are caught between two conflicting worlds, always trying to live up to contrasting expectations – those of our parents, our spouses, our in-laws, and our colleagues. And hence ensues a constant struggle to prove our worth as women at every step – at work, at home, and in the whole wide world. No wonder Indra Nooyi said women can’t have it all. And she was right. We can’t. Not unless we change the definition of ‘all‘.

“I’ve yet to be on a campus where most women weren’t worrying about some aspect of combining marriage, children, and a career. I’ve yet to find one where many men were worrying about the same thing”
– Gloria Steinem

What next?

We have come a long way since the 1990s, but we still have a long way to go. A long way to go before we are truly equal – a world where we all are on the same page, and the term ‘gender role’ means nothing.

I choose to believe that our next generation will have it a tad easier. At least our sons will grow up in a world where both parents work, and women in the workplace are the norm – a world where no work will be stereotyped as a man’s or a woman’s job; and hopefully there will be no glass escalators to climb. And our daughters? Well, they will continue to be independent, and hopefully will stop having to prove themselves to the world.

Note: I would like to thank my Mom and Dad for doing what very few parents at the time did – raising me up to be independent, and setting an example of how a man should be – flexible, respectful of women, and understanding.

Read the next part here:
Confessions of an independent woman 2: Settling down

11 Comments Add yours

  1. You’re spot on when you said our mothers had it easy – they knew their roles and what was expected of them. We are the ones caught in the threshold! We’re half-in and half-out!
    Loved the post.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Yes, we are neither here nor there! So glad that you agreed with my viewpoint 🙂


  2. Rajnish says:

    You fail when you call it a ‘problem’. In any case you’ve to Cope- up with the present design of society. If you can’t change something then you have to accept it as it is and make some reasonable alterations in your own behaviour and way of living to at least give space to others to make a change in their perceptions, which are deeply embedded in their psyche, as you yourself believe.


  3. Jassie says:

    Reblogged this on Thoughts And Views That Matter! and commented:
    A great read

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Thank you so much Jassie!!


  4. Rahdika says:

    Love this. Was also pondering on the points pointed out above. 👍🏽

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Thank you Rahdika 🙂


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